We'll never find back this moment again, so I am going to blog now. I don't know how long or short this will be, but I am sgtill in my hair&makeup, & I will blog whatever that's in my mind&heart now because I know that this moment will never be back again.

I have so much to say, I don't know where to begin. Just now when Ann asked if anyone wanted to speak, I wanted to, & I'll bet everyone in that convention centre had tenmillionthings to say but 99% didn't have the courage to, neither did I.

Alene's msn nick is so true, "Dance. This is the moment that WE live for."

I think that moment on stage, when you're performing, totally overwhelms all the past three months that we've been practising & training hard for. NOTHING, seriously nothing can beat that. It is that magical, really (:

It felt so good to have seniors you've seen so many times, but never spoken to before, say 加油 to you, to have the external performers from TANGLIN/RP/SP/BLASTALUMNIS/DANCEDYNAMIX/SMU/SIM/FUYO/THESTREETZ, all these people you've never even talked to, or even recognize them, but only felt them as they performed on that same stage, telling you you've done a spectacular job.

& then when you just go backstage & just randomly wish anybody you see GoodLuck, give them all the luck&blessings that you have, tell them how handsome/pretty they look because everyone looked simply stunninggggggggg, it felt so so so so so so SO GOOD.

Because that's how I can really feel what Ann asked us to do that night;

Just a simple word, a simple phrase, a simple blessing, can mean so much to me to them, to everyone performing. It's like when you're emotionally empty, somebody comes along & puts in a lil heart in your heart & then it multiplies by a million times in there ^^

I still cannot believe that it's over, & that I am sitting at home right now, in front of my mac, & blogging.

Because all I wanna do is to be back at that Convention Centre, & doing rehearsals with everyone!

I can't believe how my mind can store so many memories. If I compare my feelings during Audition & at Danzation. Gawd I feel so overwhelmed.

From just being ONE person out of 137 Freshies recruited from the audtions, now IT'S A 300+ STRONG US!

From knowing less than 30 freshie girls' names, I can safely say I know all the freshie girls now, & at least 99% of the freshie guys, & at least 75% of all NRA members in DANZATION, &&& I EVEN KNOW THE NAMES OF FIVE GUYS IN FUYO!

Okay that was totally random.

But anyway, one of the things that I felt while in that convention centre, was that one of the things I learnt from this Danzation is that it's no longer a I wanna be the best dancer, but rather a WE WANNA BE THE BEST WITH EVERYONE TOGETHER!

I think I've learnt so so so much through this Danzation. It's like Ann thanked us for making her last Danzation so great.

But what I wanted to say was that,

Everyone has been though ups&downs, highs&lows, happiness&unhappiness, confidence&weaknesses, successes&failures through this period, but we've all been made stronger, & we are better than before.

& we didn't accomplish it on our own, individually,

Sorry I'll do my thankyous another time, because it's pretty much a never-ending list. Hopefully it'll come with photos!

Honestly, one last comment,